Another crazy week in Bangladesh... Tuesday was Bengali New Year, or Pohela Boishakh . I wish I could describe the festivities, but I've been stuck in my room since that afternoon, battling against... actually I have no idea, I went to the hospital and they couldn't diagnose me, so I've been trying to sleep it off for 3 days... So of course, that gave a lot of time to think... I think one of my biggest flaws has always been trying to do too much at the same time; trying to fit too much in, trying to achieve too much, constantly adding more and more, even when it's obvious that I can't take anything else on. I know this about myself, I acknowledge it. Unfortunately I can't help it, it just seems to happen, despite, or perhaps in spite, of my best efforts. I try to concentrate on just one thing, but I seem to constantly be pulled in different directions; I used to think that meant I was heading towards different goals, but now I'm not even so sure of that ...